72 HOURS

I had been not 24, not 48 but 72 hours non-stop working, three days in a row, this week and last week. Is been a very hectic work for me. Further more, working non-stop for 72 hours for this week and last week because o working on the same project. I'm already tired yet stressful and blur, very blur i don't know how long i can stay in this office.

My colleagues went back for a bath then come back to continue our work. I wish to go back home and bath but my house is much further than them. i need at least half and hour journey from office going back to house, haven't count going back to office.

I really wish i can get a very very good rest after this project rushing finish. Really wish to get this project done as fast as possible, as soon as possible. The more i stay in office working non-stop, the more slim i'll become and i don't know whether this is a good sign or not. Get pay and get slim OR Get pay and get more work.

I seriously got no freedom at all these days, always stay in office. No time to accompany my mother at home, no time to go out with friends shopping, have drinks or clubbing or any outing. If i got a girlfriend before i started working, my girlfriend surely will be breaking up with me because of time and work. BUT, is also a hard time for me to find a girlfriend now because again, time and work. The amount of work had used up all my personal time, even the time to sleep too. That's why i'm still awake at this time, 3.51am, 19 Jan 2007.

What people said, build up your carrier then only find girlfriend, carrier come first then only girlfriend comes second. I'm thinking, why can't i put carrier and girlfriend at the first place? Why can't people do multi-tasking? can focus two at one time or even more. Some people said are true, we can do multi-tasking but will be distracted very easily because we are not too focus on one particular thing, problem or object.

But, when we do every task, are we focus on it? most probably No, because will be distracted. For example: a group of boys playing basketball in a garden on a court, suddenly a group of girls walk passed slowly beside the court while solving their problem. What are the boys reaction?

boy A : " Piss, chun chick coming at your 8 o'clock "
boy B : " Which one? "
boy A : " That one ... "

As they were peeking, thier opponent only enter one point because they were not focus on the game.
Or

girl C : " Wow, that boy is cute "
girl D : " Which one? "
girl C : " That one near the board "
girl E : " Hey, we are not taking cute boys playing basketball for exam, please focus on our problem here.

So, am i right?

That ain't the point, that are not important. The important thing is, i'm too tired, too stressful to work now. If i continue working like this condition, i'll be very easy to get distracted.