today i did something stupid because of miscalculation.
i just reach home from college, the road were pack with lots of cars because primary school morning session after school. so i nicely open my main gate and drive my car into the car porch. i THOUGHT was okay but i miss judge my driving skill. the effect is, my car slowly hit my house's oldest cupboard ever in the world and my car got scratches and that cupboard broke two of the legs. and drop on the floor. and because of my miss calculation, the broom stick holder drop off one side, so in the end i have to hammer it back.
so, i nicely replace back the cupboard properly, went into my room and get change, and get down to do that holder. find a nail and a hammer and start hammering. the first few hit was okay, after that, i MISS calculate AGAIN and this time it hit my fingers. the middle finger bleed straight away and my second and my middle finger got internal bleeding as well.
and because of my MISCALCULATION, i have to suffer all of this. -.-"
and now i have to find a needle and pierce to get the blood out from my fingers. -.-"
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Few minutes of stupidity
Monday, April 10, 2006
Have you ever...
have you ever feel something which one you think back, your heart will be hurt. Like a spear spear thru your heart.
i got this feeling, which i don't dare to walk another step forward.
when you friend with that person, you scared you will like that person.
when you feel that you like that person, you scared to love that person.
when you feel that you love that person, you scared someday you will loose that person.
because of this few sentence, i dare not to walk a step forward.
and i'm trying as hard as i can take THAT step forward.
i got this feeling, which i don't dare to walk another step forward.
when you friend with that person, you scared you will like that person.
when you feel that you like that person, you scared to love that person.
when you feel that you love that person, you scared someday you will loose that person.
because of this few sentence, i dare not to walk a step forward.
and i'm trying as hard as i can take THAT step forward.
Friday, April 07, 2006
Bangsar, Castle
Today i was so frustrated, so stress, so tension because of some people and some stuff. i am seriously really wanted to go out and fortunaly my friend was asking going out yum cha. finally i can go out and release everything that i'm tense of. so Chian said that reach Von's house around 9.45 until 10.00pm. in the end, we all end up in jin's place because of that guy was too slow. and i was thinking of really going out yum cha, but see see we already end up in bangsar castle. before that we went to brickfields to buy a 12 years chivas as a price of duty free price, RM100.
so as i said, we end up in bangsar castle. the cover charge was still the same as last time RM25 and me and Chian went up first to castle followed by Wern Jin, Von and, Juin. then we find a place to sit and started drinking. i can't drink much because a girl stopping me from drinking, as in after the second glass of chivas with coke, she only allowed me to drink coke and that's it. but once the girls went out dancing, i fill a glass with chivas on the rock, and when i want to start drinking, she came back and stop me from drinking chivas and she said that she's going to sit here beside me with me, if not, i'll be start drinking behind her back again. and fortunaly she stop me from drinking, if not i'll drunk.
after a while more, she pull me out into the dance floor and started dancing with her. she pusposely did that because she don't want me to drink and another thing is she know's i got some problem and need to release it. and as i see my friend is trying very hard to release her's too. as we dance, we are trying to help each other to release something which need to be release and never come back. anyway, i really enjoying myself because there's a very good friend with me, helping me to release my pain and i hope i can do the same to my friend. i don't know whether she enjoy or not.
the whole castle been quiet down because the DJ said that's police block all around bangsar. and because we are still in the "drunk" or "high" mode. we cannot drive back home just like that because once police block and sense the smell of alcoholic drink, by that time, we are in clock up already. so we sat down on a mamak stall right opposite castle and i buy the whole table.
one of us was drunk, two of us was high but not drunk, another two was tired. once we sat until 3 something in the morning, we started walking into the car and drive around bangsar trying to get away fromt the road block.
what i said to my friend from the beginning until the end was the truth. this is the only time i let it go because i don't have a guts to do so until that time but i can seriously tell my friend that what i tell my friend is when i'm fully awake and not drunk.
anyway, tonight was a very good remembrance for me and everyone else.i'll never forget today, tonight.
so as i said, we end up in bangsar castle. the cover charge was still the same as last time RM25 and me and Chian went up first to castle followed by Wern Jin, Von and, Juin. then we find a place to sit and started drinking. i can't drink much because a girl stopping me from drinking, as in after the second glass of chivas with coke, she only allowed me to drink coke and that's it. but once the girls went out dancing, i fill a glass with chivas on the rock, and when i want to start drinking, she came back and stop me from drinking chivas and she said that she's going to sit here beside me with me, if not, i'll be start drinking behind her back again. and fortunaly she stop me from drinking, if not i'll drunk.
after a while more, she pull me out into the dance floor and started dancing with her. she pusposely did that because she don't want me to drink and another thing is she know's i got some problem and need to release it. and as i see my friend is trying very hard to release her's too. as we dance, we are trying to help each other to release something which need to be release and never come back. anyway, i really enjoying myself because there's a very good friend with me, helping me to release my pain and i hope i can do the same to my friend. i don't know whether she enjoy or not.
the whole castle been quiet down because the DJ said that's police block all around bangsar. and because we are still in the "drunk" or "high" mode. we cannot drive back home just like that because once police block and sense the smell of alcoholic drink, by that time, we are in clock up already. so we sat down on a mamak stall right opposite castle and i buy the whole table.
one of us was drunk, two of us was high but not drunk, another two was tired. once we sat until 3 something in the morning, we started walking into the car and drive around bangsar trying to get away fromt the road block.
what i said to my friend from the beginning until the end was the truth. this is the only time i let it go because i don't have a guts to do so until that time but i can seriously tell my friend that what i tell my friend is when i'm fully awake and not drunk.
anyway, tonight was a very good remembrance for me and everyone else.i'll never forget today, tonight.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Thank you my friends
6 April was my birthday. and i thought was a the same thing every year although last year is some how different because my college friend plan my birthday in KL, Zouk KL. Thanks Jeff for last year's birthday it was cool man, thank you hui yee for your necklace, and thank you kar kean, faiz, pei sue for attending my birthday last year. and again thanks to jeff, if is not him, i won't be entering Zouk for free, thank you jeff for paying my share on that day, the beers, the black label, and that cup of cuppocino. I type all these above because i don't have a blog last year. So today is my birthday, i will type all in one.
This year's birthday i thought was the same as the olden days. but my thoughts are wrong, just now i realise, i got almost 10 testimonial, and around 15 smses, that is the most wishes i get from my friends among all these years. thanks to my junior Wai Lun, my god sister Yee Ling, my niece Chian Wuen, my cousin Melissa, and my friends Lai Yee, Mei Jin, Wai Ling, Joanna, Pui Ling, Pei Yan, Kha Liang for wishing me by smsing me. thanks to Kha Jie, Nicole Ngiam and Andre Law for messaging thru my friendster. thanks to Stephanie, DJ'E n K (know him from friendster), Libra (can't recall her name), Chih Shun, esther wong, Rebecca Bong, Kai Hsin, Caney, Nicole from friendster, Cerine and Yi Hua for wishing by typing testimonial to me. thanks to Wen Yi and Weng Hong for wishing me by calling me. thanks to Shu Wen and Soo Wei for wishing me on msn. thank you Rebecca Bong and Chun Yow for your card and also another one Angela for the lunch. and thanks to my friend James for your sms and your present. I thought you have forgoten my birthday. Finally is finish, if not will go on forever!!!
The most important i need to thanks to is Yi Chian for forgeting my birthday and planned a simple, small, but nice yet wonder birthday party in Sri Petaling ' Taste Walking ' just for me. thank you again to Yi Chian,Yi Juin, Yvonne Ng, Wern Jin, Raymond for attending, paying for my small but delicious cheese cake, and my ice blended mango. It was a very good surprise for me, because it was started with a dinner with my friends outside. but instant of having dinner with my friends, i had my dinner with my family then only join my friends. We tooks pictures together, and with some nice post too. tonight was an awesome night for me. thanks girls and guy too.there was a lack of few people but is in overseas, but i hope Sue Lynn was here celebrating together too. this year was the year that most people wishing happy birthday.
Anyway, this was the first time ever that i celebrate my birthday like this. although was a simple one but then it was a awesome night for me. and thanks again Yi Chian, Yvonne Ng and wern Jin telling me some breaking news and something funny stuff to me and some breaking news for me too. (^.^)
i really hope this moment with you all tonight can really last forever. but of course, the more, the better, and the more the marrier.
This year's birthday i thought was the same as the olden days. but my thoughts are wrong, just now i realise, i got almost 10 testimonial, and around 15 smses, that is the most wishes i get from my friends among all these years. thanks to my junior Wai Lun, my god sister Yee Ling, my niece Chian Wuen, my cousin Melissa, and my friends Lai Yee, Mei Jin, Wai Ling, Joanna, Pui Ling, Pei Yan, Kha Liang for wishing me by smsing me. thanks to Kha Jie, Nicole Ngiam and Andre Law for messaging thru my friendster. thanks to Stephanie, DJ'E n K (know him from friendster), Libra (can't recall her name), Chih Shun, esther wong, Rebecca Bong, Kai Hsin, Caney, Nicole from friendster, Cerine and Yi Hua for wishing by typing testimonial to me. thanks to Wen Yi and Weng Hong for wishing me by calling me. thanks to Shu Wen and Soo Wei for wishing me on msn. thank you Rebecca Bong and Chun Yow for your card and also another one Angela for the lunch. and thanks to my friend James for your sms and your present. I thought you have forgoten my birthday. Finally is finish, if not will go on forever!!!
The most important i need to thanks to is Yi Chian for forgeting my birthday and planned a simple, small, but nice yet wonder birthday party in Sri Petaling ' Taste Walking ' just for me. thank you again to Yi Chian,Yi Juin, Yvonne Ng, Wern Jin, Raymond for attending, paying for my small but delicious cheese cake, and my ice blended mango. It was a very good surprise for me, because it was started with a dinner with my friends outside. but instant of having dinner with my friends, i had my dinner with my family then only join my friends. We tooks pictures together, and with some nice post too. tonight was an awesome night for me. thanks girls and guy too.there was a lack of few people but is in overseas, but i hope Sue Lynn was here celebrating together too. this year was the year that most people wishing happy birthday.
Anyway, this was the first time ever that i celebrate my birthday like this. although was a simple one but then it was a awesome night for me. and thanks again Yi Chian, Yvonne Ng and wern Jin telling me some breaking news and something funny stuff to me and some breaking news for me too. (^.^)
i really hope this moment with you all tonight can really last forever. but of course, the more, the better, and the more the marrier.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
BLUR
i have a very good package, this particular package has very good offer, the only one package free a lot of stuff and also has those files and folders where lecturer gave us for our notes and we need to do some reseach on this.the name of this package sometimes call freelance jobs, sometimes call assignments, sometimes even call projects.Those free things where come along with this packages was: tired, stress out, tension and blur.
I'm very blur right now, and i'm seriously very damn tired, had been stressed out, very tension because of that kind of package, i have to rush all my assignments and freelance jobs. these two days ago, because of this package, i done and still doing this package and i slept around 5.00am or 6.00am something early in the morning. i have to finish up all this assignments within this end of this month. there are one scrap book abour web banner, the reseach about director ridley scott, 50 scamps, a website, three press Ads, one TVC (TV commcercial), one expriemental movie called ' illegal street racing. why don't i get very stressful, very tension, very tired and very blur.
besides of rushing my assignments, there is freelance job too where i need to key out all the green screen from a shot. there are 51 shots for me to key out the green screen. the due date for this freelance job is this friday, 7 april and i still got 30 shots to go. the hardest part of keying this green screen is, how the director in that movie direct how the green looks like. this 51 shots which i'm doing now gave me a very hard time, because the director sucks. he ask his men to paint the wall with paip and air ventilation in green because this is a low budget movie. the green screen is not perfect green also; there are gradient green and also paip shadows on the so call green screen.
i also don't know whether i still be able and manage or to finish not only this freelance job and so is my assignments. i don't know even know whether my brain is still functioning right or not, because now i'm feeling very very tired, very very sleepy, and i'm having a little headache now as i'm typing this blog. i had use almosr two hours just to type this blog.
i think i really have to go already, if i stand like this longer, i think i wouldn't be able to wake up tomorrow and do website.
I'm very blur right now, and i'm seriously very damn tired, had been stressed out, very tension because of that kind of package, i have to rush all my assignments and freelance jobs. these two days ago, because of this package, i done and still doing this package and i slept around 5.00am or 6.00am something early in the morning. i have to finish up all this assignments within this end of this month. there are one scrap book abour web banner, the reseach about director ridley scott, 50 scamps, a website, three press Ads, one TVC (TV commcercial), one expriemental movie called ' illegal street racing. why don't i get very stressful, very tension, very tired and very blur.
besides of rushing my assignments, there is freelance job too where i need to key out all the green screen from a shot. there are 51 shots for me to key out the green screen. the due date for this freelance job is this friday, 7 april and i still got 30 shots to go. the hardest part of keying this green screen is, how the director in that movie direct how the green looks like. this 51 shots which i'm doing now gave me a very hard time, because the director sucks. he ask his men to paint the wall with paip and air ventilation in green because this is a low budget movie. the green screen is not perfect green also; there are gradient green and also paip shadows on the so call green screen.
i also don't know whether i still be able and manage or to finish not only this freelance job and so is my assignments. i don't know even know whether my brain is still functioning right or not, because now i'm feeling very very tired, very very sleepy, and i'm having a little headache now as i'm typing this blog. i had use almosr two hours just to type this blog.
i think i really have to go already, if i stand like this longer, i think i wouldn't be able to wake up tomorrow and do website.
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