Dream About You

I dream about you few months ago as we are dancing together, as we are walking together. But I don't really know whether is that you? I can't see the real face of who i'm with but it was a nice dream.

Last night i dream about you and we are still together, as we are closer to each other. And this time i know is you. In the dream, i look into her crystal eyes, feel your warmly touch, as she lay her head comfortably on my shoudler.

When is this going to happen? Why is this always happen to me where there's already can be real in dreams but not real in the real world? The dream that i dreamt is almost real. I can feel your touch and I can feel your warm but why I can't feel your touch nor your warm in the real world?

Why is it hard to fall in love with the person you truly love? Why there's a gap between us? I just need a sign. Just one sign is all i need.

I had missed my chance that day when we were dancing together. I should have act fast. I did ask my friends for advise and they said that i'm very stupid and slow reaction, why shouldn't i react fast on that time, now don't know whether she's still been tackled or not.

I had missed my chance and i'm very very regretted until now.

WHY AM I SO STUPID AND SO SLOW REACTION?????

I had already broke my own record..

Is a hell of a job where i'm working now. Last time was 72 hours, three days three nights. Recently slowly becoming four days four nights. And now, which i'm currently still in office, which already five days and four nights already since from Tuesday until now, which is Saturday. How am i going to survivie? wearing the same clothing and especially same underwear for five days and four nights and without brushing teeth and all. I don't know whether I still can survive in this working life style or not. If i can survive this kind of job, i also don't know whether my small little brother will or not.. -.- now i'm getting more and more blur and talking crap. I think i better stop typing blog for now because too stressful, too tiring.